...and waiting....

We have up days and down days in this whole waiting process. Today I'm having a little bit of a down day. Well, not really a down day, but more of a down-to-earth day. We've tried to keep our hopes from getting too high, knowing it's early in the game and anything can happen. That is MUCH easier said than done. Some days it feels like we're dreaming even just to have the opportunity presented to us because we know it would be such an amazing adventure. Some days reality sets in and we realize Australia may not be God's best for us. Since we are praying for God's will and not ours, we have to be still and trust that He is working toward whatever direction will be best for us and our family in the big picture. Again, easier said than done.

I told Jason this morning that my prayers have become very schizophrenic. "God, please only do Your will for us in this situation. But PLEASE let Your will be Australia!!!" I'm really glad God has a sense of humor and that He loves me so much!

And have I mentioned that I HATE WAITING???